
I'm really into buying stationary. Love the stuff. It's why I fell over at this vintage Strawberry Shortcake
scented red polka dot stationary. And yes - I'm talking about the original shortcake -- not the disturbing
new version (but hey! what's not to love about turning childhood toys into sex symbols! i love america!).
Sadly, the stationary was a little too old and the
scented part did wear off (but I imagined myself in a field of strawberries while I wrote a letter out. I'm sure that's what the original scent smelled like, friend).
Last night, I sat and wrote a letter out on this adorable paper.
As much as I shouldn't admit it -- it was actually rather difficult. I realized that most of my thoughts to other people come out in 160 character text messages or three sentence emails that I can type at the speed of sound (or at least, close to the speed of sound.).
Letter writing takes time - you think a thought and then spend an entire minute - I'm talking at least 60 entire seconds - putting that thought down on a piece of paper - - which requires you to
really spend some time with your thoughts. They linger. They hang out. They get another drink.
I'm out of practice, hanging out with my own thoughts -- thinking these thoughts and then seeing them written out, staring up at me, accusingly. And then even more, sharing them with other people without the use of a computer or a cell phone or conversation.
Part of me wanted to share my deepest journal-deserving hopes and dreams...while the other part of me just continued to ramble on about the weather.
My hand hurt at the end of the letter. And I'm still not sure if I managed to say anything or just kept falling back on a smiley face here, smiley face there. (sidebar: i think i hate smiley faces.)
But I think -- I think -- I might actually use more of that stationary I've hoarded up through the years and try another one of these letter things.